(no subject)
Apr. 5th, 2010 07:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
halvaDon't have an awful lot to say at the moment.
Life is reasonable. My job is at least worthwhile, if not completely fulfilling. Our landlord is prepared to let us stay for another year. I'm fairly well, although this winter did sort of knock the stuffing out of me.
I can't seem to get particularly motivated about anything though. I have a suspicion that I may be suffering from mild depression. Not really sure. It's quite hard to identify for a number of reasons. Firstly, I can never really remember what exactly being clinically depressed actually feels like, which is highly ironic given that I spent the majority of my 20s in this state. Secondly, the type of symptoms I get these days now I am no longer quite so messed up are so mixed up with general fatigue that it's difficult to figure out what's what.
I suppose this is a note to self post. It could well be that I'm demotivated because like I'm still not in the right job, don't really have any outside interests at the moment and what's left of the CFS always kicks my arse over the winter.
Then again, not having any interest in even online stuff, is a big tick for there being something not quite right.
Bah. If I'm not any better in a month it may well be time to look at going to the docs. I'm not that keen to go back on medication since I've been med-free for a couple of years. Then again it would be silly to ignore that possible solution.
Life is reasonable. My job is at least worthwhile, if not completely fulfilling. Our landlord is prepared to let us stay for another year. I'm fairly well, although this winter did sort of knock the stuffing out of me.
I can't seem to get particularly motivated about anything though. I have a suspicion that I may be suffering from mild depression. Not really sure. It's quite hard to identify for a number of reasons. Firstly, I can never really remember what exactly being clinically depressed actually feels like, which is highly ironic given that I spent the majority of my 20s in this state. Secondly, the type of symptoms I get these days now I am no longer quite so messed up are so mixed up with general fatigue that it's difficult to figure out what's what.
I suppose this is a note to self post. It could well be that I'm demotivated because like I'm still not in the right job, don't really have any outside interests at the moment and what's left of the CFS always kicks my arse over the winter.
Then again, not having any interest in even online stuff, is a big tick for there being something not quite right.
Bah. If I'm not any better in a month it may well be time to look at going to the docs. I'm not that keen to go back on medication since I've been med-free for a couple of years. Then again it would be silly to ignore that possible solution.
